Immortal King's Mistress
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Post by Kamaria Sinara on Dec 19, 2017 10:47:39 GMT
Kamaria had left the king’s quarters while still crying. She rubbed at her eyes, trying to hide the tears that just kept coming. Appearances Justus had said. She needed to keep up appearances. But what did it matter now anyway? She was leaving. It didn’t take long to reach her room. It was of course near the kings. She slipped her key into the door to unlock it then stepped inside. Not bothering to latch it shut as she hurried over to her wardrobe. She changed quickly into the first simple dress she could pull from a rack. Dropping the comfortable gown that Justus had degraded her for wearing onto the floor at her feet.
To hell with it. With him. She had been a good little human. She had bent to his will time and time again. Even when it hurt. Even when she felt like nothing more than a thing, because she loved Ezra. He made it all worth while. But now she understood she couldn’t have him. Not because of rank, but because in the end she would hurt him by just being human. Being so short lived. How had she never seen how selfish she was being before?
She cried openly, her thin shoulders rising and falling as emotions rocked her. One hand clutched the locket Ezra had given her as she often did when she needed strength. The other held the door of the wardrobe. Her head was bent down lower than the sharp peaks of her shoulders. It had all happened so quickly. Justus made her feel like some common whore that had planned all of this. As if she truly had any power in this equation. She didn’t want to get pregnant. It wasn’t as if he were a mistress that strived to put her child on the throne. She only wanted Ezra, to her he was worth more than any crown.
But he was a crown prince. And Kai? A human commoner without a dime to her name. She should have been packing. But all she could do was stand there with her head bowed. Tears falling down to the dark stone at her bare feet. How was she going to survive this? How could she go on without him?
Ezra Delgado
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Immortal Prince
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Immortal
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Post by Ezra Delgado on Dec 21, 2017 0:45:13 GMT
He knew the inevitable was on the horizon. Kamaria being the fragile human meant no happiness in the end for him but have gotten too far in, he couldn’t stop himself from going any further. He couldn’t just pull away now not when he had gotten in deep enough as it were. So with a rebelliousness in his step, he shoved the idea his father provided him with and shut it down. If Kamaria was gone, so was he. It seemed dumb to lose everything for a human girl but it was someone he loved and something he wouldn’t think twice about doing it.
Kai already had a few steps on him by the time he had actually left Justus’s quarters. So by the time he had actually reached where her room was, she had gotten a few moments ahead of him in packing. He was upset. He could feel his head feeling off balance from the surge of power from his emotions. Unfortunately for him, that’s what they were connected to. If he didn’t concentrate enough to keep them at bay and let his emotions get ahead of him he was likely to be vulnerable to whatever wanted to make its presence known. Opening the door he looked in as she was standing in front of the wardrobe. Her head was low as she sobbed softly. It was reckless to put that type of weight on her in his opinion but Justus primarily thought about himself. He said it would be for the both of him but Ezra didn’t believe it. He didn’t want his name dragged through the ground, he didn’t want the whispers behind his back that his son took the mistress, he didn’t want the whispers of him having a bastard child. All of it was selfish.
Even he, Ezra, was selfish.
Putting her through this because he had fallen in love. He quietly moved into the room ad quietly shut the door behind him. ”Kamaria.” he said quietly. ”I won’t let you go alone.” He stepped from the door. It meant turning his back on the kingdom, his father, his birthright but at this point, he didn’t care. ”I can’t be without you…”
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Immortal King's Mistress
Hetero.
Taken .
Human
Authored by Rook.
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Post by Kamaria Sinara on Dec 22, 2017 9:46:25 GMT
Kamaria didn't hear the door close over her muddled thoughts. It was the soft utterance of her name that made her spin around to see none other than Ezra standing there with a look of concern on his features. She shook her head when he said she couldn't go alone. Her dark eyes still shimmering with tears. "But he's right, Ezra. I have nothing to offer you. My life....my life is so short. I'll grow old and feeble and you will still be beautiful. I cant break your family apart because I'm just...I'm temporary for you. I'm not worth it."
Her stomach tightened when he said he couldn't be without her and Kai tried to smile. "You survived for so long before me, Ezra....you're the strongest person I know." She knew he could survive. He might be hurting like she was but he was so much stronger than she could ever be and dealt with his demons daily.
"I don't have any other choice than to leave....he doesn't want me here. I cant live in some estate, he would soon grow tired of me being there because he would worry about appearances...it seems to be all he cares about. I don't know where to go but I don't want to drag you down with me. I made mistakes...but you aren't one of them. You made me feel like I wasn't just...a mistress." She hesitantly stepped closer to him. Afraid that once she held him she wouldn't be able to let go. But still her arms found their way around his waist to hug him gently. Not wanting to wrinkle his clothing.
"You wouldn't be happy out there...with me, with nothing. It would be selfish of me to take you."
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