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Post by Farkas Volkov on Oct 24, 2017 0:59:19 GMT
The sky was grey, and there was not one sound of any chirping birds in this early morning. The old werewolf had decided to make his home here, next to an old, fallen, long gone bridge. Who knew what unknown pedestrians crossed that very bridge. But it was far off into the past. It appeared to be once grand, however now it was reduced to no more than a broken piece of rubble. There was a small, brownish-grey river than ran beside the broken architecture. The water looked anything but clean. Nevertheless, the man scooped up with two hands the grimy liquid spilling it all over his face, letting it soak and drip down past his longer-than-usual beard. His eyes gazed up at the heavens. He was no longer the man he once was. Broken. Much like the very bridge which he lived under. By the gods, how could this have happened to him? He remembered the flames. He should have died back there. In his mansion. It was everything he had. He had lost everything when he had killed his wife. His mansion. His slaves. They were everything he had in his grasp. Now it was all lost. That stupid dog with his human mate. Not only that, but they were helped escape with that other wolf and even his own fox. Such a pitiful betrayal. But... he should have gone down with it. Everything he had done. All of his sins lied in that mansion. He had committed so much evil. Yet, why had the gods allowed him to live? It didn't make any sense. Now his life was even worse than it had been. Than it ever had been.
Angrily cursing the gods above, Farkas roared with anger as he splashed water up toward the sky. "How dare you! Taking everything away from me!" he yelled in a raspy tone of voice. But his cries were unheard. Or were they? Perhaps to travelers passing by the ancient ruins, to them he would appear to be the homeless madman, angrily talking to himself. Well, perhaps that's just what it was. When Farkas had cooled down a bit, he tried to shoo away the flies that kept returning to his stinking odor, a foul smell that he had gotten far used to. He sat on the edge of the broken bridge, gazing out into the distance at the rest of Mir. There were a few broken bottles laying next to him, and he turned to one of them, turning it over to see that it was completely empty. He then tossed it toward the other side, glass shattering against the stone rubble as they then landed into the small river below, which didn't even move fast enough to pick up the pieces. Heaving in heavy breaths, Farkas continued to sit there. However then he noticed two figures came into view from behind and to the side of where he sat, near closer toward where the heart of the Fallen City lay.
He turned to them with disgruntlement. "Huh... What do you want?" he asked grumpily, not wanting to move from his spot as he barely even recognized his own sons.
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Post by Adrian Volkov on Oct 25, 2017 7:46:35 GMT
Tracking down their father had been rather easy. Using a shifter with one hell of a nose he had found the general area Farkas was lingering in. Word of mouth told him about the crazy man living near the ruins of a bridge. His mansion had burned. Adrian wasn't sure when it had happened or if Felix had even been aware. But Adrian knew now and he felt it was their duty to check in on him, to care for him however they could. Felix had, of course, found a thousand reasons not to but Adrian had won the battle with a simple statement. "Just do it for me, alright?" And so here they were.
Adrian had taken the trip as a chance to catch up some more with his brother. But now that they were nearing the bridge and uneasy silence fell. Moving down a small path that would lead them beneath the overhang Adrian's green eyes fell on the shadow of a men who was once his father. He looked horrible. He had always been so proud. So proper. It was startling to see him like this. Adrian blinked and looked down at his feet once they were within speaking distance. The question wasn't easy to answer.
"We just wanted to check on you, pops. To make sure you were alright." He send a look in Felix's direction to try to convince him to say something as well. It had been years since Adrian had seen Farkas. And to see him like this wasn't easy. "Do you need anything? Food...water? I can pay for an inn for a few days." He wasn't loaded by any means. But he made enough to sustain himself.
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Post by Felix "Volkov" Cairo on Oct 25, 2017 13:59:56 GMT
Adrian had one out merely because Felix couldn’t say no to his older brother. The older sibling had a heavy weight on the younger one's heart and so with a disdained expression, he followed after him. His footfalls were purposefully heavy which made him trek slower than the eldest but it didn’t make much of a difference. They ended up on the track of where their father was. The mansion had burned down and though Felix worried it wasn’t enough for him to want to go out of his way looking. Their father was his least favorite person but you know what they say… even if that were true he was still family. It irritated the younger Volkov and it was probably the reason his visits were so few and far in between.
His hands were shoved deep in his pockets as he walked in silence, blue eyes down on the ground watching his feet carry him along. It was only when they got closer to the ruins and the mere smell that hit his nose that caused him to look up before Adrian even spoke. Farkas looked dreadful and he almost felt pity. The man had really let himself go as he showed the wear and heavy burden of where his life gotten him. No less Felix knew his father’s high life living and crude behavior was going to bite him in the ass. The bad things always did because the universe did what it could to balance itself back out. Gruff words came from Farkas and it caused immediate bristling but fortunately for him, Adrian spoke first. He caught the look Adrian gave him and forced his features to smoothen out. He was right, his father looked hopeless. There had been many things their father was but hopeless hadn’t been one of them. So it was up to them to try and fix it and pick up the pieces their father was having a hard time doing.
Unfortunately.
”You look like shit.” He said though it perhaps came out a lot harsher than he intended. Knowing he was going to get a scolding look from his older brother, he cleared his throat and tried again this time just agreeing with Adrian instead of trying to talk on his own. ”Yeah what he said. We can get you in somewhere with some hot food, clean water, warm place to rest your bones for a bit. I will pitch in with Adrian so you can stay for a small while until you get your feet under you.” He didn’t have much to his name since his job hadn’t really been a job but Felix wasn’t entirely useless. He stole a good amount of gold on his travels. He’s a criminal after all. So he could probably get enough for Farkas to stick around an inn for a while if need be. The only downfall to the idea was that Felix would be forced to see him more than he wanted to. He didn’t like the idea of helping him but he supposed his brother's generous nature was trying to rub off on him a tiny bit. Farkas Volkov Adrian Volkov
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Post by Farkas Volkov on Oct 25, 2017 23:03:56 GMT
Farkas could barely recognize who they were. The only sons he knew were in the paintings. He remembered vividly of how their oily features melted in the flames as they were brought down with the walls of the mansion. Them and along with his wife. To him, his whole family was gone. Along with the rest of what he was. Or maybe it was just the fact that he didn't want to recognize them. To him, everything was all gone anyway. They offered him food, shelter. To take care of him. What was this? Pity? No, the former alpha Volkov did not need such pity. Turning around back to where he was originally facing he huffed as he sat there grumpily.
"No. Just go away," he said in a rough, raspy tone. Not looking anymore at them but the small river of dirty water flowing past. Well, one might not call it a river more than just a dried up stream. He didn't need them. Whomever they were. What were they? His sons? He could barely recognize Felix, but the other one... Adrian. The goat whom he tried to hide from the rest of the clan, so long ago. He was always an odd one. He didn't know him very well, especially after since what happened with the incident of him running away after murdering his wife. But, he didn't care for them now. As much as now they suddenly decided to feel sorry for him.
Did they even know what had happened? Probably not, but if one of them had tried going to the mansion they would find it all collapsed. But since Farkas' corpse was not inside perhaps they had searched for him and found him way out here. That or maybe they just happened to stumble upon him. Either way, he didn't like his sons to see him in this shape. And he didn't need their help. Why would they even try to help him anyway? To search for him, worry that he might have died in the fire if they saw what happened to the mansion? He should have died in the mansion. His corpse should have been there. But no. Instead he had fled from it like a coward. The coward that he was. He somehow held onto his life, for whatever reason.
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Post by Adrian Volkov on Oct 26, 2017 8:59:08 GMT
Felix was actually trying and his efforts made Adrian proud. Farkas was still their father and in his mind he had been a good one. He wasn't always there, things weren't always perfect. But they had been safe, fed, clothed and had wanted for little. The response they received made Adrian frown but only for a moment. He stepped lightly over to where his father sat and plopped down beside him. Crossing his legs he reached into one of the deep pockets of his coat to pull out a small flask filled with a strong drink. He looked back over his shoulder as if to encourage Felix to join them but didn't push him. "Well we can just have a drink here then." Adrian spoke as if he wasn't the least bit bothered by his father's rudeness. And in truth he wasn't. Water off a ducks back.
He unscrewed the lid and took a swallow, his lips pulling back against his teeth from the kick of it before he handed it over to their father. "How have you been? I'm not even sure what really happened but the rumors were that the mansion burned." And needless to say finding his father wallowing in a ditch somewhat cemented the idea for him. He gently bumped his shoulder into Farkas's. "You can talk to us, dad. We are your sons. You need not be so prideful around us. We've heard you snore like some strange beast and seen your jokes fall flat as pancakes. Were here for you."
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Post by Felix "Volkov" Cairo on Oct 28, 2017 0:06:27 GMT
Despite the lack of a fighter spirit, Adrian was stubborn as ever. He watched as he merely pushed the words their father spoke to the side and made his way over to him. He plopped down right next to him and pulled out a flask and took a swig only to later hand it over to their old man. Felix edged in closer but didn’t dare go sitting. Instead, he would observe for the time being and listen. He was better off that way anyways. Unlike Adrian, talking had never truly been his thing. He tried but usually, in the end, fell short if it was of no importance to him. Farkas, for now, was of no importance. It sounded cruel but the young man still held one hell of a grudge. He circled around the other two and found a place for himself to sit. Plopping down to the ground, he leaned back against the nearby tree with his knees up and propping up his arms. The ground was definitely a lot colder than he anticipated but for now, he could tolerate it.
Listening to Adrian’s next set of words he supposed he should chime in but what does one say that hadn’t already been said? He would feel like a tape recorder. ”Everyone falls on their ass once in a while. We may be a dysfunctional family but we are still a family. The only way to get out of a hole is to bat down your pride and let your family help you.” He dug the toe of his boot into the ground and though his words were said with truth behind them, he felt awkward. Tender moments were reserved for people like Larkin or perhaps his brother but saying them to the man he wasn’t too fond of was just weird. Even so, that didn’t mean he would turn his back on his old man despite his distrust of the man. Unlike him, he wouldn’t walk out on him even if he was given the choice and even if he was a very vengeful little shit. He was better than his old man in his opinion…. Or so he would like to believe. ”But we can’t help someone who doesn’t want to be helped. So let us.” That was also a message to Adrian because the truth of the matter was despite their attempts of getting their father back on his feet, he had to want it. If he didn’t want it their attempts would go in vain.
Such a sad truth but there it was.
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Post by Farkas Volkov on Oct 30, 2017 5:46:55 GMT
Adrian had sat next to him, and Farkas didn't move a muscle as he continued to be where he was, staring at the ground below. He didn't even notice where Felix was behind them. He tried to drown out the chipper voice of his first son, not really paying much attention as he just slumped forward in defeat. How'd he been? He had been miserable. He had been miserable ever since he had killed their mother. But, not like they had to know that. After all, he was nice, had his mansion, fine women... Ah, but they kept dying. And even Wryn. That caused his downfall. He did not get the human in the end. He had beat himself over thinking that he should have never considered to leave that outlaw alive. He should have killed Radulfr right then and there, but, so many things had happened. As if it all came down at once. Maybe even if he killed him and Wryn would eventually love him his fox would have freed her anyway. Speaking of which, where was Zelena now? Well, he didn't care. Wherever she was, she was much better than stuck in that place. Even if she missed the place, her home, she could linger about the rubble for all he cared. But Farkas wasn't going to sit there remembering how everything he had was lost. He was a wanderer now, no place in life and this world. He had lost everything. He continued to look down as Adrian continued to speak. So they had heard of his mansion burning. How pathetic. If he even had word that spread. Rumors, like wildfire. How embarrassing to the old wolf. Then, it was followed by more words. Prideful? Look at him now, the dejected, broken old man who sat here like a homeless person. What pride did he have left? Everything was stripped from him when his place had gone down in flames. No, he wasn't being prideful. Defeated. That's the word. Defeated. That's why he couldn't talk to them. But it was also because they were his sons. He felt that he couldn't talk to him about anything. They should have just left him, leave him be a long time ago. He was not the alpha any longer. Ever since he abandoned the entire clan he had become a lonesome man. He didn't want to have anything to do with them anymore.
Of course it was followed by some joke. Ha. Ha. Ha. So funny. Farkas didn't show any expression on his face as he looked downward gloomily. How could Adrian speak like that? He didn't even think he slept anywhere near the boys except when they were infants. Or even tell them jokes for that matter. In fact, he was the one that Farkas had abandoned the most. Tried to keep his identity of a goat secret from the rest of the wolves. If anything, he should be the one that was most angry with him. And now look at him. All cheery and carefree. What a fool.
Then Felix spoke from behind him. Once in a while. What a statement. Like Farkas had only fallen once. His whole life he kept falling. Further and further into insanity. The darkest depths of his soul that knew no bounds.He had fallen ever since he killed her. And now he had lost everything. Bat down the pride and be with your dysfunctional family, he spoke of. Again with the pride. He had no more pride left. No more family left either. To him, they were all gone. Everything was. He didn't need their help, nor their pity.
"Just leave me be," he said, eyes raising to the other part of the unfinished bridge but not looking at them.
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Post by Adrian Volkov on Nov 2, 2017 7:50:49 GMT
He didn't take the drink and eventually, Adrian simply pulled the flask back to take another swallow, then he held it out to his brother to see if he needed a drink. It seemed that some liquid tolerance might be on the menu. Their father was being difficult. He had ignored Felix's words. Knowing that they were meant for him but pretending he hadn't heard them all the same. Their father again voiced his desire to be left alone and Adrian let the silence stretch before he eventually spoke.
"No." His voice was firm but gentle at the same time and if his father had looked over at him he would have seen the determined look on his sons face. Adrian looked at Felix then back to Farkas. "You're being stubborn as a mule and we all know you're a damn wolf so grow a pair and let your sons help you." It wasn't often that Adrian would be so forceful with their father. He was for the most part respectful if cracking jokes and teasing the old man until he growled.
He again gently bumped his shoulder against Farkas's and spoke. "Now...what do you want us to do because we-I'm not leaving until you let me help with something." He had started to include Felix in that equation but his brother had already made it known that his tolerance had a limit.
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Post by Felix "Volkov" Cairo on Nov 6, 2017 17:25:04 GMT
Both of them were stubborn and neither one was listening to what he said. So Felix just shuts up. He lowered his blue eyes and focused on the ground he was steadily digging a hole with. They were going to be here awhile since neither his father nor his brother was going to give up but that didn’t mean the younger Volkov was going to stick around for it. He offered his help, it was denied. He wasn’t going to go beg him to take it. The matter was if he didn’t want it and refused to have help to get himself picked back up then why bother? You can’t force someone to want help and Felix wasn’t going to go out of his way to do it. His faith in his father was lost the moment he saw his back when he walked out of their lives. When he turned he turned his back on them, Adrian had to take the adult male role. Adrian was one about forgiveness and perhaps it was something Felix needed to take out of his older brother’s book but for now until he was proven otherwise… he wouldn’t.
He listened as Adrian was doing his best to continue talking their father out of the mess and that he – at least – was going to do everything he could until Farkas gave up. The younger sibling merely just rose his eyes after a moment still remaining silent. Since they had arrived Farkas had used the same line more than once which wasn’t much of a conversation holder. Maybe he was just a broken down old wolf. Maybe it finally got to him. Good… then maybe he could realize what type of pain it was to have lost everything much like they did when they were younger. He wanted to say what was really on his mind but he figured it would be wise to keep those comments to himself. The last thing he wanted to do was piss Adrian off.
The wolf though thought it was an amazing idea. He could feel the restlessness starting to pick up and an itch to say some words he should probably think twice on. He fiddled with his fingers now keeping his head low as soft mulling growls vibrated his throat.
Hopefully, this would be over soon and one of them will give up.
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Post by Farkas Volkov on Nov 10, 2017 10:42:37 GMT
Now noticing the drink that Adrian held in his hands, Farkas swiped it out from his grasp. He downed it in an instant, chugging it as he thirstily drank. He had taken it even if it was offered to his other son. He didn't care what the goat had to say, other than the fact that he felt repulsed by his words of being a wolf and that he needs to grow a pair. But Farkas was thirsty, and he just downed the drink until it was nearly empty. When he was done with it, he merely threw the flask across the so called river, the tin bouncing off the rubble of the broken bridge until it fell into the mud below. He wanted for them to do something. Fine.
"Bring me more beer!" Farkas told them, rather raspy. That's all he wanted at the moment anyway.
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Post by Adrian Volkov on Nov 19, 2017 9:15:37 GMT
Adrian released the flask when his father took it, he sent a worried glance in Felix's direction but suddenly his flask was flying through the air to land with a sickening sound on the rocks and mud. He visibly flinched. He was a little attached to it, it wasn't anything special really, it had minimal detailing. But it was his. Ignoring his father's words Adrian stood and moved toward where his flask has been carelessly thrown. In the end getting his boots rather muddy to retrieve it. It boasted a dent but appeared that it should still hold liquid. After a good cleaning.
He was wiping the flask off with his thumb as he came back upon Felix and Farkas. Not sitting this time but coming to stand near his brother. His pale eyes boring into Farkas who was sorely testing his patience. It was one thing to ignore him, but to destroy his things like a petulant child was another.
"I'll buy you a meal pops, but I'm not paying for you to drink yourself into a stupor." He sighed and reached down to clasp Felix's brother, as much to keep his already tense brother calm as to settle his own unsettled self. "So just decide if you want food or not and then we will get out of your hair. That's apparently what you want anyway." He shoved his flask back into his pack with a small look of apology to the inanimate item on his features. "You think by now you would know its not nice to throw things though...."
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Post by Felix "Volkov" Cairo on Nov 19, 2017 15:35:49 GMT
Blue eyes followed the canteen as it went soaring through the air and landed harshly against some rocks. It was then their father demanded they fetch more alcohol and he snorted in reply. A sudden surge of protective nature was billowing to the top of his irritation on the matter. It was one thing when someone was rude and obnoxious to him but it was another when they tried to take it out on his brother. ”You pathetic old fool.” A growl was rumbling deep in his chest as the wolf began to dance back and forth pacing, staring at the elder wolf ready to be released, ready to lunge forward and sink his teeth into his own kin. It didn’t matter to the canine on who it was or what type of mental state they were in. Blood was blood but it tastes better when it was family. He liked the rush of Felix’s anger, his temper being short-fused and easily lit. ”We aren’t here to help not baby you and condone your habits. If you don’t want it, fine. Wallow in your own self-pity and be ungrateful.” It was certainly clear where Felix got his short temper and downright stubbornness… Right from the very man, he snarled at.
As Adrian made his way back over to him, his expression softened in a quiet apology for their father’s ridiculous behavior and quietly took his hand as he helped pull Felix to his feet. The instant presence of his brother soothed the flames leaving the wolf snorting in disgust. He listened to Adrian’s words allowing his gaze to slip back to the other man before nudging his brother gently as he looked distraught at his flash. ”You can’t teach old dogs new tricks.” he commented. ”Especially when they are too busy with their head up their own ass.” It was either Farkas would come around or he wouldn’t…. and that was a reality that even Adrian had to accept because right now it didn’t look possible for Farkas to do so. ”I told you. A leopard can’t change its spots.” he said quietly looking at his brother with a soft expression. They had this conversation once before and though he didn’t fully remember it after being high off of his ass he did remember his feeling towards the matter. Their father was more about himself than he was for them and it would always be that way. He thought maybe if he lost everything he would see the light but turns out… even Felix was wrong.
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Post by Farkas Volkov on Dec 2, 2017 6:49:29 GMT
Farkas continued to look out into the distance, down at the ground below. He could tell that his sons were upset with him. Everything he had done, it was because of him. Killing his wife, leaving his clan, his mansion burning, everything. Yet here they were giving him the benefit of the doubt. He could be mean to them, try to scare them away, but they always came back. Why? Was it because he wasn't the monster that he thought he was? He was certainly a ravaging beast, an unforgiving man with a cold heart. Even now he was homeless and abandoned he wasn't forgotten. He thought that this was where he belonged, but in reality his sons came to him. Offering him things he didn't even deserve. Was he really just an old dog as Felix put it? Could he really change? The obvious answer was a no, however he took time to think about it. His stomach gargled, his thirst unquenched. He was exhausted, tired, and angry. Not to mention he was extremely filthy. All his life he thought that he would be nothing more than what he was now. Even as an alpha, he had never expected true happiness. Everything was always just what it was, a mess that he couldn't find himself apart of. His sons giving him an offer despite everything he did to them... was surprising.
But at least if he gave them what they wanted, they'll leave him be. "Fine," he spoke, in a rather normal tone this time as his eyes remained focused straight ahead. "Bring a meal."
It was something, a start at least. Perhaps he had not lost all hope, but he needed time. Time for change, time for thought, time for anything, actually. He didn't want them to see him like this. They were his sons after all. Shouldn't a father be at least... overseeing them? Protective? A good role model? Isn't that how fathers were supposed to be? He couldn't just let them down like this. But he couldn't even come to terms with the fact that they were here in the first place either. He continued to remain sitting, in the place he was. They knew where to find him. If they would bring him food or not, would be up to them. But at least he was giving them a choice. Maybe he was giving himself a choice. A choice for redemption.
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