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Post by Rook Thriasi on Sept 6, 2017 21:14:42 GMT
Warm yourself by the fire, son And the morning will come soon I'll tell you stories of a better time In a place that we once knew The day before was nothing but a blur of images. Some he could make out, others were more blurred. It was like a confusing mess of photographs that didn't fit together just right. He rubbed his face and with a groan opened his eyes. Scratching at his beard he blinked several times and became aware of where he was. Wait...Ives bedroom? No...that didn't make any sense. The last thing he could recall was encountering some little pale haired elven woman, well...that was the last memory that was clear anyway. All the others were a muted mess and he didn't know what to trust. What had she done to him? What had he done? His hands and forearms were badly blistered and the skin was cracking and peeling. But that could have been from the desert, the fire, Ea/But something told him there was more to it. He was missing a large chunk of memory that somehow planted him in bed with Ives. Remarkably much of his anger and resentment toward the man was gone. He didn't know why or how but peering over at the blonde man that he had been completely infuriated with the day before he only felt regret...and it wasn't because of something Ives had done. Had Rook gotten drunk maybe? Stumbled in and ended up here with Ives? He wasn't certain...but the images in his head were no help. Rook sat up and scooted to the edge of the bed so that he could grab his pants. It was obvious that whatever had happened here it must have been a reconciliation of sorts...maybe? Gah...it was all such a mess in his brain he didn't know. Maybe Ives could tell him once he awoke. Once he had a foot in each leg of his pants Rook stood from the bed and pulled them up his slender hips. His mind was a mess of confusion and regret. He had made a bad choice the day before and now he had to live with it. But had he told Ives? He didn't imagine so given their...situation, when he awoke. He could have left, walked out before Ives awoke. But he lingered. Going through the motions of preparing some of Ives' tea. It certainly wasn't Rook's favorite drink but alcohol likely wasn't a great idea when his mind was already mush. His fingers ached and burned when he touched anything but it was a pain he was accustomed to. One he understood. He sat down on one of the tables and waited for the water to boil. Shirtless and with his long blonde hair a tangled mess. It was only by chance that he would look over and see that the massive library doors were already open and that warm morning light was streaming inside. A couple elves sat at one of the tables with books in hand, staring wide eyed at the solider who seemed so at home. Fuck.Their relationship wasn't something that was exactly common knowledge. There were rumors yes. But as for everyone knowing they had kept it pretty quiet. Well. So much for that. Rook's jaw tightened but instead of running back to the bedroom he waiting until the tea was done and poured a cup for Ives. "Morning." He grumbled at the gawking faces before calmly shuffling back to the bedroom and closing the door behind him. Ives Beaumont
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Post by Ives Beaumont on Sept 7, 2017 6:56:27 GMT
Ives was asleep on the bed, his chest rising up and down with every breath. He slept rather soundly, though he could still feel somewhat sore. The man was quiet the whole morning, only his heavy breathing indicating that he was still alive. His blonde curly hair was messy and all over the place, one arm rested by his face upon the pillow, his eyelids were closed and his mouth was open. His eyes didn't even twitch as sunlight filtered through the window, illuminating his face yet Ives only turned to prevent it from bothering him. He wasn't even dreaming, just the sound blackness of his sleep was more than enough to satisfy his tiredness. Yet his chest was bare, so was the rest of his body, so the sheets that wrapped around him was his only warmth, only comforting thing that kept him feeling cozy. Perhaps it was a good sleep, however he heard a few noises but ignored them. Then what sounded like footsteps then a door opening and closing but he merely turned and groaned at the sound of it, his face headed into the pillow. However that did not prevent the noise from stopping. No, in fact there was more noise. A faint voice followed by another click of the door closing. Yet he still tried to sleep. It was uncomfortable with his head in the pillow, nearly suffocating as he then rolled again, facing upward. Perhaps it was all this commotion which then caused him to stir. The elf groaned again, the arm that was by his head now reaching for his face, and a hand went to rub his eye. It was beginning to get warmer, feeling the sunlight on his face as now his vision turned black to white. His eyes couldn't take it anymore as he then awoke, his eyes fluttering open. They soon closed again, seeing nothing but the ceiling above. The Lore Keeper didn't even know what time it was or what had happened. He continued to rest, adjusting his head on the fluffy pillow as he then turned onto his head, resting his hands beneath his head as it sank into the white fabric. That was much better, now that the light was away. He then began to realize something. What time was it? Was it past sunrise already? Ah, the doors were locked so they could probably wait a few more minutes. No one came early in the morning anyway. Wait a minute, who came last morning?
His thoughts then brought him to an awakening, the blue orbs finally open as he stared at the wall in front of him. He then felt light, lighter than usual. His head turned, noticing that his sleeve was missing from his arm, before turning downwards as he began to sit up, noticing his whole shirt was gone. He now begun to feel his legs, bare as the light sheets covered them. Feeling heat rise to his cheeks, he wondered what he had been doing last night, was he thinking of Rook? His eyes then moved straight, toward a man standing right by his door as he almost gasped, taken by surprise. Rook. Was it him? No, this had to be all a dream. Ives then rubbed his eyes again, but suddenly he began to feel more awake. He was coming to his senses now, but that was Rook, right there in front of him. It was hard to believe. Had he come back after all this time? But what had happened? And how did he get inside? Ives was full of questions, but as he thought he grimaced in pain, the sores coming back and hitting him hard, mostly in his lower back and his bottom side. A hand went there to dull the pain. But what had happened? He was confused as ever but he looked up at Rook, who was now present and Ives was naked in bed. Fortunately it had not been a stranger. Or Orin. Ives looked up at him.
"Rook... is that you?" he asked, rubbing his back. His eyes then closed slightly as he could feel more pain arrive, mostly to his legs. "What happened?"
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Post by Rook Thriasi on Sept 10, 2017 16:37:14 GMT
Warm yourself by the fire, son And the morning will come soon I'll tell you stories of a better time In a place that we once knew Ives was waking up when he returned, and Rook glanced back at the shut door before sitting down on the edge of the bed and handing the cup of tea over to him. His attention briefly moving to how Ives was holding himself. He seemed pained. Had he...? No...he would never hurt Ives in such a way. Even drunk or whatever had been going on with him. "Yeah...its me. I was hoping you knew." He said while scratching his beard. He should probably get a shirt, he had a couple around from the time he had spent with Ives. Even if he hadn't been officially living there he had spent a good number of nights under Ives roof. Rook rubbed his temple and peered over at Ives. With the anger spent he just felt guilty for what he had done. But he couldn't even remember what else might have happened. Something to do with that little pale elf...thats all he knew. "Are you...you seem like your in pain." It was so strange to just have a big chunk of his memory missing. It wasn't even like he had been inebriated it was just....strange. @tag
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Post by Ives Beaumont on Sept 11, 2017 22:57:13 GMT
He looked on surprisingly as Rook handed him the tea. It was rare that Rook would serve him tea first thing in the morning, nevertheless do any sort of similar gesture. With a confused look Ives took the cup any way, holding it but still looking at him with bewilderment. He was too focused on trying to figure out what was going on that he had forgotten to thank him, or even begin to drink the tea for that matter. He was more concerned that Rook was here now. He said that he would be back by the morning that one night but he never did. Ever since then Ives had only encountered a mage while doing his usual Lore Keeper duties. "Ah," he said in understanding. So Rook didn't know either. How strange, the more he tried to remember what he did the previous day, or even the previous night, it was all a blur. Such rarity that Ives couldn't remember anything. Thinking harder he closed his eyes, pressing with a hand on his temple. He had to think, how did Rook come by and not remember what happened either? But then as something was beginning to come to him, Rook asked him the question.
Ives looked at him after he spoke. It did hurt... some. But not any worse than usual, Ives thought. But rather... he felt unpleasant in those certain areas, as if they worked so hard and they had a rougher time than normal. Blue eyes averted downward and to the side. "Not really," he said, the hand holding the cup setting down on his lap. His focus then shifted back up to him. "It's nothing that I can't handle." The pain was beginning to subside some, and after a moment of silence he then began again. "It seemed that... we had a night together," he said uneasily, not knowing to make of the situation considering the fact that neither of them knew what was going on. He then tried to remember, as he thought he just had a memory. Focusing further he tried to recall everything he did yesterday. Nothing seemed out of the ordinary. The night before he had put everything away then had gone to bed, although he was up worrying about Rook and his apprentice. Then once he fell asleep he woke up to the noise of the sound of knocking. He then remembered that he opened the door to find Rook there.
Ives' eyes widened at the memory. "You were there..." he said, immediately gazing at him again, this time in surprise. "I remember now," he then said, focusing more as he pushed his memory further. Rook said some strange things that had bewildered him. Something about a fire mage in the desert, then about how he tried to set him on fire and continually beat him. He thought that the mage was controlling his mind, but then he remembered the delicate woman who entered the scene. Dressed in white with ethereal beauty as her long white hair flowed before the men dressed in dark clothing followed behind her. He then remembered that she ordered Rook to hold him down. Then... as Ives called for him... he couldn't remember anything else.
His mouth dropped open slightly as he recalled what happened. Then his eyes narrowed and he looked off to the side and at the ground. "The Almoner..." he spoke, the two words low and harsh. He had not known much about her before, but now he knew that she must have cast some sort of spell upon Rook, then him. But what? He then looked to Rook, although he still couldn't recall what sort of magic she had. He thought that it had to do with healing or whatnot. But... one thing was for certain.
"She was there."
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Post by Rook Thriasi on Sept 12, 2017 8:42:43 GMT
Ives took the cup of tea and Rook was suddenly left without anything to do with his hands. He felt...awkward. Not remembering the night before and waking up with Ives after avoiding him. Not to mention the whole...other man, thing. He didn't know how to address or what to do about any of it. But he was certain he didn't want to hurt Ives. His anger from before was pretty much gone, only the slight lingering hurt remained. When Ives said he was alright Rook nodded but the following statement about their night together made Rook turn away and scratch his beard. Trying to appear thoughtful when he was actually just trying to avoid the situation.
"So it does." He grumbled then lay back on the bed with a groan. One of his hands falling across his bare chest so that his fingers could lightly drum on his stomach. "The Almoner?" He repeated after Ives and sat up on his elbows as the elf became more animated. "She was where? Here? With us?" A single eyebrow rose revealing his skepticism but then it clicked in his mind. The Almoner...the white haired elf.
"She had white hair....right?" He said slowly. His eyes narrowing as he tried to remember. But it was all fragmented and nothing fell into place correctly. "You think she is why we cant remember? What would she have done to us? And why?" The thought of being beaten or tricked by anyone made his pride burn. But Ives appeared to be able to recall better than he. Maybe Ives had more answers for him yet.
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Post by Ives Beaumont on Sept 13, 2017 3:31:29 GMT
Ives then realized that Rook wouldn't remember. Oh yeah, he was under the spell at the time. He would have to explain to him from the beginning, although Rook probably wasn't going to like the sound of it. He began hesitantly. "Yes, well... I was here when you came," he started, eyes averted down but then back up at him again. Realizing he had the tea in his hand he brought it up to his lips, taking a sip in between to prepare of what he was going to say. "She was," he then said, nodding in affirmation. "I... You were under her control first Rook. I don't know what happened but somehow you came back with her." He lowered his cup of tea, looking down again. He hoped that he wouldn't be too angry. Though Ives wasn't at fault. He had no idea what was going on either until she entered the library. His blue orbs casted back up to him. "It was yesterday morning that you came. You knocked on my door, and, well, you were acting strange," he then began, telling the tale of what happened of what he could remember.
"You seemed... angry, to see me," there was an anxious look to his eye but he continued. "I don't know what happened or how she controlled you, but you were determined to harm me." He didn't know what to say about that part. If anything he knew that Rook would probably get mad at himself for doing so. He left it at that as he didn't go into detail. About how he choked him, nearly setting him on fire, tearing apart the library and everything that he worked so hard to preserve. About the many times he hit him as Ives fell to the floor. No, he couldn't tell all that to him. His eyes lowered briefly before looking back again. "She also made you say some strange things, I think," he then began in thought. "Like that you slept with a fire mage in a desert, that you burned a bunch of elves alive, that you thought that I only thought of you as a soldier," he said, quizzically looking at him. Of course he didn't believe those things. It sounded very abstract, and odd to him. He brushed them off as something the almoner had forced him to say to perhaps intimidate the lore keeper. Ives then continued. "Then, she came." He sounded defeated. He remembered as how the woman treated Rook as one of her pawns, the other men following obediently behind her. Then, she forced Rook to hold him down. He screamed for Rook, to call him back, but the man didn't hear him. Then, as she touched him, that was where his memory had ended.
"That's all I can remember," he then said.
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Post by Rook Thriasi on Sept 13, 2017 21:57:30 GMT
He could remember, barely. An anger toward Ives that held no bounds. A want to hurt him, to make him cry and beg. It was sickening and just hearing Ives words made a wash of shame roll over him. His blue eyes closing as to not see the other elf. Why? Why would he want to harm Ives so badly? He remembered the mage...he remembered why he had slept with him. But to physically harm Ives..he didn't remember that urge. That want. It was like he could see a fragmented reality that didn't fit with his own.
The elves.....he could remember a massive fire but he couldn't remember killing anyone. It was all...Damn it! It was all a mess and he couldn't sort it out. "I cant-I don't remember." He replied while rubbing his temples. Just trying to remember it all was making his head throb. "I remember some white haired woman...bits of this and that. But its all muddled and broken. I'm sorry I hurt you." And not just while under that elf's influence or whatever it had been. He regretted the affair with the mage, it had been a ridiculous way to respond to being hurt. But he didn't want to bring that up now. He just wanted to let that memory die as his flames had.
"Why would she do whatever the hell she did to us though? It doesn't have a reason, that I can think of at least." His eyes cracked open and he looked over at Ives. The hand that had been lying on his chest moving to let his fingers trail over his back as he thought. "Maybe she needed knowledge? And was just using me to get to you?"
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Post by Ives Beaumont on Sept 14, 2017 6:51:06 GMT
Ives looked a him pained, of course he couldn't remember. He was under the spell, or whatever it was, of the almoner. His eyes softened as he apologized. He didn't have to apologize. It wasn't his fault that he did. He shouldn't have told him that he hurt him, however he only just said as he recalled his memory. He looked back down at the tea once more, the brown ripples of the liquid shining under the sun's light. His blue eyes then went back up to his. So he couldn't remember how he met the woman? That was a shame, Ives would have liked to know. Where did Rook go? Why wasn't he back in the morning like he had promised? Maybe she kidnapped him or something similar. But, he did not wish to go into further detail, to push Rook's memory for it could only go so far. If the memories were perhaps unpleasant, then Ives didn't want him to revisit them. As Rook asked the question Ives thought for a moment, his eyes briefly off of him.
What did she do? All he could remember was Rook arriving and acting strangely. The woman didn't say what her powers were. It was vague to him as well, for his memory was gone when she had touched him. But, when she did, he then remembered a feeling. Hate. But why, though, was unknown to him. He tried to think further, but not much was coming to him. Perhaps he was still tired. But Rook did have a good point though, maybe she needed knowledge. But from what he remembered she didn't need a certain book, or else she might have just forced Rook to force the information or where the book was out from him. Unless, she wanted to know something about Ives personally. Though it didn't make much sense to him. He didn't know much about the almoner but from what he judged she was a kind person. How could it be that she had done that to them? What did she need? All Ives could remember was that she wanted Rook to hold him down, to have him become like him. Then... he wondered what he acted like. Did he act the same way as Rook did? It made him wonder what he said. Then, why did they sleep with each other? Did that have something to do with it?
It was all odd, and Ives continued to think until he came to a conclusion. His eyes moved to meet his again. "Perhaps. Though maybe she-!" he was about to say but then he heard knocking. His head abruptly turned to the door. Hardly anyone was willing enough to knock on the Lore Keeper's bedroom door. Sighing, Ives got up. He placed the tea down onto a nearby table, and pulled one of his robes from a nearby rack. Pulling it over him he heard more knocking, then muffled sounds coming from the outside. "Lore Keeper!" Knock knock knock. "Lore Keeper! A message!" Ives rose his brow a bit, wondering what it could be. It didn't sound urgent, sounding from the man's voice. Soon enough, Ives opened the door, however only slightly as his poked outside to peer at the man outside. A messenger stood waiting attentively, however behind him he saw all the elves sitting upon the tables and reading. Ives' eyes widened at that sight for a moment. When did they get here? He could see that the doors were wide open. How long did he sleep in for? Then his eyes moved to the messenger who then began to speak. "Sir, a letter for you," he handed him a closed scroll with one white glove. Ives took it, then began to close the door again. "Thank you," he dismissed him, before shutting it. Looking down at the scroll in his hand, Ives headed back to Rook, sitting on the foot of the bed. Opening it, he began to read what the letter said.
An invitation? Once he was finished reading it he closed it back up again. His attention turned to the other man. "It seems that there is going to be a ball. And everyone is going to be there," he told him, although there was no apparent expression in his voice.
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Post by Rook Thriasi on Sept 14, 2017 9:29:50 GMT
The silence stretched on ...and on. It was stressful and deafening. He could hear his own heartbeat in his ears and idly rubbed his finger and thumb together. Feeling the rough newly damaged skin that covered them. Whatever fire he had set must have been a beast...it had been a while since he had burns like these. He didn't like what Ives was telling him. He had said he killed elves...and not being able to remember to know it wasn't true. It was a cruel twist indeed. That woman...she would have all the answers. They needed to find her. His blue eyes opened and Rook's gaze drifted over to Ives when he started to speak. A harsh rap on the door making Rook sit up although he didn't reach for a shirt. He was wearing pants at least.
Ives thankfully had the presence of mind to grab his robe although Rook found his eyes lingering on his bare companion before he covered himself. Looking for bruises or burns that he might not have noticed before. There was one, a crisp dark line across the pale skin of his lower back. Too perfect to be from a hand or anything of the sort. Had something fallen on him? Had he been shoved? Guilt once again gnawed at him, but with it came a thirst for vengeance against some little white haired trickster. He looked up when Ives returned carrying some sort of scroll and sat at the end of the bed. Scooting closer so that he could read over his shoulder.
"The human's are hosting it?" He spoke with distaste. Humans were like flashes in the night. But inevitably they left their impact on everything and everyone around them. He didn't like the idea of a ball. He didn't even know how to dance. The idea seemed so ridiculous when they had bigger concerns. Bigger worries. But he also had Ives to consider. Did Ives want to go? And what if he found someone else to escort him there? Just the thought made a growl start to rise in his chest before he stamped it down. No. If Ives wanted to attend the blasted thing it would be with him. He didn't like the idea of anyone else getting their hands on him.
He cleared his throat and looked toward the door to Ives room, at the floor, anywhere but at Ives when he spoke. "Everyone then. So you're going?" There it was although less noncommittal than he liked. Even he could hear the possessive note in his words. "I'll take you then. If you're going." It wasn't a question but a statement. Ives was his as far as Rook was concerned and he had no intention of sharing him with anyone else. And...maybe Ives could use some fun. Apparently he had been put through hell recently.
"So...thats settled then." Rook cleared his throat again and climbed to his feet. Shuffling bare footed over to Ives wardrobe where he would dig around until he found one of his own shirts. "I don't even own a suit..." He half grumbled, thinking to himself that Ives had plenty to wear. The man dressed up on a daily basis when Rook could hardly be bothered to brush his own hair.
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Post by Ives Beaumont on Sept 15, 2017 2:40:45 GMT
Ives looked on as Rook spoke. He seemed angry with the whole idea, yet Ives barely had any choice in the matter. He looked down solemnly at the scroll. Whether or not he liked it he would have to go. As Lore Keeper he had to attend events such as this, although he much rather preferred going to the religious ceremonies held by the temple. Balls were not something he enjoyed much, and elves barley had those. Yet still, he had to go. Even if it was hosted by the humans. Ives despised the humans as well. Well, he despised every other race other than the elves. It will be disgusting to go there, to be amongst, those people. Ives then looked up in surprise as Rook spoke again, deciding that he will be taking him. His eyes then fell back onto the scroll, not looking excited in the least. "Yes... Well I must," he said, blue orbs turning back to him. "The Council will be expecting it of me." He knew that most likely they will be there too, along with the other elven royals. Sliding back down from the bed, he thought that he should get dressed. Though, fortunately the elves will be there as well. They could mingle with them alone hopefully. He also hoped he wouldn't have to touch any of those people. Disgusting beings. He walked over toward the wardrobe, opening it as he saw his clothing. He filed through them, seeing what he was going to wear for the day. Rook had decided that it was settled, but well, it was already settled before they even received the letter. Going through fabric to fabric, Ives continued to search within. Though, he would be delighted to have Rook join him. To take him to the ball. At least he was someone that would ease the pain of going with. But now, as he thought about it, it seemed... romantic, in a way. Well, he would much rather do something else with Rook, though he had to go to the ball and so the two of them would be going. There were rumors about them beginning to spread, however it seemed widely known already. How much could it hurt if they went together?
Ives continued to search within the wardrobe, bringing out a dark piece of material before beginning to put it on. "You could wear one of mine," he offered nonchalantly, knowing that he had plenty of suits in store. He continued to put on his clothes as he dressed, beginning to think more about the ball. Would Rook... actually enjoy it? He didn't even know if the man knew how to dance. But, along as he went with him, everything would be fine.
Once he placed on his clothes he then turned around to face Rook, buttoning up one of his shirts. "If not I'm sure there are tailors there. They said that they could make one for you," he then said, reaching for his black coat and placing it over his shoulders. Though, he doubted that they would be of finer quality than the Lore Keeper's.
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